I e-mailed David and Sarah. They are two lovely people I have known for years, and each from before they met and married! Sarah and I are close in age. She has 3 little adorable ones now and is a wonderful musical artist. Talking with her always helps me find some clarity and solace. We both torment ourselves with our own endless thoughts, I suspect. I don't talk with her enough.
Sarah wrote:
>with regards to this:
Amy wrote:
>> It became alarmingly clear to me not long after
>> I moved, that we humans spend our lives trying to
>> make ourselves bigger and more important, more
>> successful or whatever. I arrived in what is
>> supposedly the biggest, bestest most exciting place
>> in the world and immediately felt lost and small and
>> like I had no idea how one would climb out of the
>> enormity of a place like this to be recognized as
>> anything more than an ant. I supposed many people
>> in places like this are lonely. And then I supposed
>> that many people who come to places like this in
>> order to become a "big deal" are lonely. And then I
>> supposed that God is always trying to make us
>> smaller, and that we always just have it wrong
>> when we are self-directed. So I had a moment of
>> "Ah, foiled again." But, God knows every ant. Even
>> if there were none smaller than me (physically or
>> figuratively), He would still know me. : )
Sarah wrote:
>you need to start writing all of this down. i can write myself
>into a kind of clarity sometimes, and it looks like you do that
>too. i needed to read here in nashville, with three kids. GOD
>KNOWS EVERY ANT. believe it. you are more precious than ants.
>and sparrows. you bright light. enjoy this adventure and know
>that we are here for all the adventures.
>sarah
10/29/2004
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sarah is right :)
love your blog. i will be here on and off because your writing is very refreshing to read.
*peace*
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